She whispered: “I shall go down to the river. I shall take boat to the Tower. I shall enter by the Traitors’ Gate. That which I have dreaded so long is about to take place. Can aught prevent it? Oh, Thomas…we could have been happy together, you and I. But ’t was not to be so. I might not be your wife, for I must be a Queen. Often I have wondered about those who went before me, who enjoyed royal favor and who suffered royal displeasure. I have no need to wonder now.” She turned to her sister. “Do not weep for me, Anne. The shadow has grown large above me. I have seen it grow. Sweet sister, I am no lighthearted girl to imagine that the way which was so thorny for some would be smooth for me.”
“Katharine…perchance this is not the end.”
The Queen shook her head slowly. “This much I know: You spoke truth when you said that the King put a ring of doom about me when he placed the nuptial ring on my finger. None may share the throne of Henry of England and escape disaster. Mine closes in upon me now.”
Anne Herbert watched the Queen with wide and terrified eyes. That calmness would break, she knew; and then what would happen?
“Save her,” prayed Anne. “Save her. Death should not come to her so soon. She is young; she is sweet and kind and has never willingly harmed any. Oh God, let her live. Let her have a chance of happiness. She is not meant for death… not yet, dear Lord, not yet.”
And the Queen stood long at the window, looking out on the white and red roses of York and Lancaster blooming side by side within the Tudor fence.
THE QUEEN LAY on her bed. Her ladies had drawn the curtains, but the sound of her unrestrained sobbing could be heard even in the adjoining apartments.
A familiar sound within these walls—a Queen’s sobbing! The gallery was haunted by the sound of another Queen’s cries—those of the fifth Queen. How could the sixth Queen hope to evade the fate of the others?
“What means it?” asked the gentlemen of the King’s bedchamber when they heard the sound of the Queen’s distress.
“What has happened? Something of which we have not yet heard?”
They could guess what was about to happen. Had it not happened to others?
How far would this go? Would this mean the end of others besides the Queen? The Seymours seemed strong, but would the downfall of the Queen mean the downfall of their party? Those with Protestant leanings would have to take care, for if the King had decided to rid himself of the Queen, he must show less favor to her party. The King’s physical needs had always in some measure dictated his state policy. He was a ruthless ruler with voracious appetites.
Speculation was rife. And all through the day the Queen’s hysterical sobbing could be heard, and many thought that she was on the point of losing her reason.
Lady Herbert and Nan sat together in the anteschamber. Between those two was a great bond: their devotion to the Queen.
“I fear she will die,” said Anne Herbert.
“A terrible thing has come upon us,” said Nan, the tears streaming down her checks. “It is like a wild storm that sweeps through the forest. It will blow down the little plants with the big trees.”
“I trust not. I trust not, Nan. I will not give up hope.”
“It breaks my heart to hear her,” said Nan.
“I fear for her reason. I cannot believe that this is Kate, my calm sister Kate.”
“It is the nearness of the ax, my lady. It would drive me mad, I fear, to know the ax was so close. Throughout the palace men and women speak in hushed whispers. I dreamed last night that I was walking ’twixt two halberdiers, and one carried an ax whose blade was turned toward me.”
“You should not set such store by dreams, Nan.”
“I awoke with tears on my face. Oh, my lady, I heard the Duchess of Suffolk spoken of with great respect this day. It seems that many do her honor already.”
“I cannot think any envy her, Nan. Would she be the seventh? Would she come to this… this near madness, this closeness to the ax?”
“Some would do anything, my lady, anything for one short hour of fame.”
“Not after this. And if the King will rid himself of the Queen for what he calls heresy, how can he take my lady of Suffolk who could also be accused of the same?”
“The King would do anything that pleased him.”
“You must not speak of the King. Oh God, did you hear that? Poor soul! Poor Kate! What torment!”
“She will be heard in the courtyards. There seems to be a quiet everywhere, as though people wait and listen.”
“Ah, my sweet sister!” cried Lady Herbert, herself beginning to weep. “What did she ever do that was not kind? And what cares that… that lecher… but to satisfy his desires?”
“Hush, hush, my lady. We know not who may listen.”
“Nan… dear good Nan, I will say this: You may be near death, Katharine Parr, but in your goodness you have made many love you.”
“My lady, I have heard it said that if Catharine Howard could have spoken to the King she would have saved herself.”
“But, dear Nan, this is not quite the same. The pattern changes a little. He was deeply enamored of Catharine Howard. There was no lady of Suffolk waiting for him then.”
“Oh my lady, I think I hear someone at the door.”
“Go … go quickly and see. It may be that we have been overheard.”
Even as she spoke there was a loud rapping on the door.
“Let no one in!” whispered Lady Herbert. “Say that the Queen is sick to death and can see no one.”
With terrified eyes, Anne Herbert stared at the door. Nan had opened it and closed it behind her. From the Queen’s bedchamber came the sound of her sobbing.
Nan came back, shut the door and stood against it. Her eyes were wide with terror.
“Who is it, Nan?”
“Sir Thomas Seymour.”
“What does he want?”
“A word with her Grace the Queen.”
“Then he has gone mad.”
“He says it is most important. He is in great haste. He says, for pity’s sake let him in quickly, an you love the Queen.”
“Bring him here, Nan. Quickly.”
Lady Herbert rose and met Thomas at the door.
“My lord,” she cried, “you are mad…to come thus to the Queen’s chamber.”
“None saw me come,” said Seymour, shutting the door quickly. “How fares the Queen?”
“Sick… sick unto death.”
“There is yet a hope. I came to warn her. The King has heard her cries.”
“And what of that?”
“He comes this way. He comes to see the Queen.”
“Then why do you come here? Go at once, my lord, and for the love of God, be quick. Were you found here…”
“He will be some minutes yet. He is himself indisposed. He cannot set foot to ground. He will be wheeled here, and that will take time. Tell the Queen that he comes. Prepare her. Impress upon her that if she will fight with all her might there may be a chance. That chance, which was denied to others may be hers.”
“Go. Go at once. I will prepare her.”
By force of habit he bowed over her hand.
“Please… please,” she begged. “No ceremony. I will go to her. I will go at once.”
He smiled his reckless smile, but there was a touch of anguish in it. Did he then care for Katharine after all? wondered Anne. He must in some measure, for he had come to her apartments at some peril.
She shut the door and ran to the Queen’s chamber.
“Kate… Kate… rouse yourself, my dearest. Gather your thoughts together, sweet sister. All is not lost.”
The Queen sat up, pushing the hair from her hot face. She had changed in the last few days; she was unlike the calm, pleasant-faced woman whom the court knew as Queen Katharine Parr.
“What means this?” she asked listlessly.
“The King comes this way. He has heard of your distress and is coming to see you.”
Katharine laughed wildly.
“No, no,” cried her sister. “Be calm. Be calm. Everything depends on the next few minutes. Let me braid your hair. Let me wipe the tears from your face. The King comes, I tell you. He is being carried here in his chair, for he cannot walk…yet he comes to see you.”
Katharine had roused herself, but the deep depression had not left her face. If it had changed at all, it had changed to resignation. It seemed to Anne that the listlessness indicated that if she had done with tears it was because she no longer cared whether she lived or died.
“Did you see his signature, sister? His signature on the mandate? Bold and clear… signing me to death?”
“The King’s moods are variable as April weather. One day a cloudburst, and within the hour… bright sunshine. Rain, hail, storm and sudden heat. You should know, Kate.”
While she spoke she was combing the Queen’s hair, and in her voice there were trills of laughter. This sudden hope after hopelessness was more than she could bear. She felt that if the King did not soon come she herself would burst into hysterical laughter.
“He was ever a strong man, sister,” Katharine was saying, “a man of purpose. And now that purpose is to rid himself of me.”
“He is a sick man also.”
“She is beautiful, his new love; and he desires her as once he desired Anne Boleyn, Jane Seymour and Catharine Howard.”
“This is an ageing man. Deft healing fingers mean more to him in some moods than a pretty face.”
“I only wish that I might die now, before I am required to walk out to the Green and see in the crowd the faces of mine enemies come thither to watch my blood flow.”
“Kate, Kate, while there is life in the body there is hope in the heart. There must be. Tidy yourself. Look your most beautiful. You are fair enough.”
“I care not. I care not, Anne; for what would happen if I escaped this time? How long before the King would be signing another mandate for my arrest?”
“You must save yourself… for Thomas’s sake. He will be anxiously awaiting the result of the King’s visit.”
“Thomas?”
“Hush! Thomas Seymour. I trust he is in safety by now.”
“What means this?” cried Katharine. “You think…he is to be accused with me?”
“If he were seen leaving your apartment he well might be.”
“But… that could not be?”
“Could it not! He has been here. He has just left. It was he who warned me of the King’s approach. At great risk to himself he came here. ‘Tell her,’ he said, ‘tell her to save herself….’”
“And did he then?” said Katharine softly. And Anne felt a new hope within her, for Katharine was beautiful, even in the wildness of her grief, when she spoke of Seymour.
“He came,” elaborated Anne, “risking his life that you might be warned to save yourself. He begged that you should do all in your power to win the favor of the King. You must save yourself, sister, so that one day, if the fates are kind…”
Katharine’s face had lighted up, and she seemed like a different person from the poor, feardazed creature she had been a short while before.
“One day,” she murmured, “if the fates are kind to me… and to him …”
“Listen!” commanded Anne. “I hear a commotion. The King and his attendants are coming this way.”
The two women were silent, listening; through the apartment from which, such a short time ago, had come the sound of the Queen’s terrible sobbing, now echoed the cry of the heralds:
“Make way for His Most Gracious Majesty!”
THE KING WAS FEELING HIS YEARS.
His leg had pained him so much that it had been necessary for him to take to his bed; and since the Queen was in disgrace, it had been the duty of one of the gentlemen of the bedchamber to dress his leg.
His temper had been short; he had roared with pain; he had leaped up to cuff the gentleman, only to sink back, groaning in pain.
At such times he could find little pleasure in the contemplation of the charms of my lady of Suffolk. In fact, he wished that his Queen were not indulging in a little sickness herself, so that she could be at hand to attend to him. There had been times when he cursed her for her clumsiness, but he realized now how deft were those nimble fingers.
He thought tenderly of them, and the more tender his feelings grew toward her, the more angry he grew with those who had turned him against her.
He had sent for her physician.
“What ails the Queen?” he demanded. “What is that noise I hear? It sounds like a creature in distress.”
Dr. Wendy answered: “Your Grace, the Queen is, I fear, in a low state of health. She seems on the point of death through melancholy.”
“She is in pain, then?”
“Great mental stress, Sire.”
“She disturbs our rest with her cries.”
“They cannot be silenced, Your Grace. Her distress is such that there is nothing that can be done.”
The King dismissed the man.
He knew what ailed his wife. He had heard screams like that before. Sometimes he heard them in his dreams. Sometimes he fancied he heard them mingling with the singing in the chapel.
Kate must have discovered what was afoot.
She was no wanton. He could be sure of her fidelity. But she gave herself airs. She would teach her husband. She had become a clerk with her cleverness. A woman should have more sense.
Yet, to tell the truth, it distressed him to hear her distress.
Misguided Kate! he mused.
He had merely given his permission to have her examined, that was all. The next day they would come to take her to the Tower. He had no intention of harming Kate if she could satisfy them that she had not been dabbling in heresy. It was naught to do with him. He was a King, not an examiner of his subjects’ opinions. Others did that, and brought the results to him.
If Kate were innocent, she would have nothing to fear.
His little mouth was set in prim lines. There was justice in this land; and he had instituted it. If any of that long procession of headless corpses, which sometimes haunted his dreams, had proved their innocence, they would have retained their heads. That was how his conscience said it was, and that was how it must be.
But heretic or not, Kate was the best nurse he had ever had, and he needed Kate.
He roared to his gentlemen.
“I will go to see the Queen. I will see if I can calm her distress. Here! Get my chair and take me there. I declare I cannot put foot to the ground, yet I will make the journey to her apartment, since she is so sick. I will not trouble her to come here.”
Even while he cursed them for their clumsiness, he was smiling at his own benevolence. You see, he said to his conscience, what a clement ruler we are! We never condemn unjustly. Now I shall go to Kate and see what I can do for her. I shall try to soothe her malady, poor Kate!
They wheeled his chair through the great rooms, lifting it up the stairs when necessary. When they neared the Queen’s apartments, Seymour joined the party, but the King, so intent on his own thoughts, paid no heed to the sudden reappearance of that gentleman.
When the King entered the Queen’s bedchamber, Lady Herbert sank to her knees. The Queen raised herself at Henry’s approach.
“Don’t rise…don’t rise,” said Henry. “We know of your sickness.”
