“Don’t rise…don’t rise,” said Henry. “We know of your sickness.”
“Your Majesty is gracious,” said Katharine.
For a moment her eyes rested on the most handsome gentleman of the King’s bedchamber, but Seymour had looked quickly away.
Lady Herbert said: “Your Majesty, I fear the Queen is very ill.”
The King looked at her in mild distaste. “We asked not your opinion, my Lady Herbert. It is for the Queen’s physicians to give us news of the Queen’s health, and that when we ask it.” He looked round at the assembled company. “I would be alone with the Queen,” he said. “Push me nearer to the bed that I may see the Queen as I speak with her.”
They did this and, bowing low, left Henry and Katharine together.
The King began, not without a note of tenderness in his voice: “How now, Kate? What means this?”
“It is good of Your Grace to visit me thus,” said Katharine.
“You sound as pleased to see us as you would to see a ghost.”
“If I seem ungracious it is on account of the deep melancholy which besets me, my lord.”
The King gazed at her—so small and fragile in the huge and most splendid bed, her hair hanging about her shoulders.
“By my faith,” he said in those tones which she knew so well, “you’re a pretty wench with your hair thus disordered.”
She answered as though repeating a lesson she had at great pains taught herself. “I am glad my looks find favor in Your Majesty’s sight.”
“Looks?” cried the King. “Ah!” He winced as he moved forward in his chair that he might see her better. “Methinks I am too old to sigh because a woman’s hair is black or gold.”
“But Your Majesty is as young in spirit as he ever was. That is constantly proved.”
“H’m,” said the King. “But this poor body, Kate… Ah! There’s the pity of it. When I was twenty… when I was thirty…I was indeed a man.”
“But wisdom walketh hand in hand with our gray hairs, Your Grace. Which would you…youth and its follies, or age with its experience?”
And as she spoke she asked herself: How is it that I can talk thus, as though I cared for his opinion, as though I did not know his thoughts, his plans for me? But I flatter him because I want to live. Thomas came to my apartments at great risk to warn me…to let me know that I must live because he is waiting for me.
“There speaks my wise Queen,” said the King. “Methinks, Kate, that youth should be the right of kingship. Never to grow old! A king should be young for ever.”
“Had your royal father been eternally young, we should never have had his great and clement Majesty King Henry the Eighth upon the throne.”
The King shot her a swift glance, and she knew that she had made a mistake. Her nails hurt the palms of her hands. There must be no mistakes.
“Methinks you jest,” said Henry coldly. “You were ever fond of a jest…overfond.”
“My lord,” said Katharine earnestly, “I never was less in the mood for jokes.”
Henry sighed. “It is doubtless folly to talk of such matters, for when a man would talk of what he has done, he is indeed an old man. It is when he speaks of what he will do that he is in his prime. Doth that not show how we—the most humble among us and the most high—love life?”
“You speak truth, my lord, for love of life is the only love to which men are constant.”
“Why speak ye of constancy in such a sad voice, Kate?”
“Was my voice sad?”
“Indeed it was. Come, come, Kate. I like not this sadness in you.”
Katharine watched him cautiously. “I did not command it to come, my lord. I would I could command it to go.”
“Then we command it!” cried the King. “A wife must obey her husband, Kate.”
Katharine laughed mirthlessly; she felt the hysteria close.
She reminded herself of Thomas, and remembering him, wished above all things to placate her husband. Between the promise of a happy life with Thomas and the threat of death which Henry personified, she must walk carefully.
The King leaned forward; he was able to reach her hand, and he took it and pressed it.
“You and I,” he said musingly, “we suit each other. I am not so young that I must be a gay butterfly, flitting from this flower to that. There is a quiet of evening, Kate, whose coming should bring peace. The peace of God that passeth all understanding; that is what I seek. Oh, I have been a most unhappy man, for those I loved deceived me. I am a simple man, Kate— a man who asks but little from his wife save fidelity…love… obedience. ’tis not much for a man…for a King … to ask.”
Katharine smiled ironically. “Nay, my lord. ’tis not much. ’tis what a husband might well ask of his wife.”
Henry patted the hand over which he had placed his own. “Then we see through the same eyes, wife.” He shook his head slowly. “But ofttimes have I sought these qualities in a wife, and when I have put out my hands to grasp them, they have been lost to me.”
He sat back, looking at her; and, passing a weary hand across his brow, he went on: “We are wearied with matters of state. Our French possessions are in constant danger. The Emperor Charles strides across Europe. He is after the German Princes now. But what will follow? Will he turn to England? Oh, I have prayed…I have worked for England. England is dear to me, Kate, and England is uneasy. These wars bring the trade of our people to a standstill. State matters, I tell you, weigh heavily upon my mind. And when we are worried, we fret. Burdens fray our temper.”
He looked at her appealingly, and this seemed incongruous in one so large, so dazzling and all-powerful. She could have laughed, had she not been afraid of him, contemplating this man who, so recently, had plotted against her life, and was now begging for her approval.
She said quietly, but with an aloofness in her tone: “Your Majesty has much to occupy your mind, I doubt not.”
He looked at her slyly. “There you speak truth. Aye, there you speak truth. And when a man is tired—and a King is also a man, Kate—he is apt to seek diversion, where mayhap it is not good for him to seek it. Might it not be that she, who should offer this diversion, hath become a little overbearing, that she hath become her husband’s instructor rather than his loving wife?”
Katharine did not meet his eyes; she looked beyond him, at the window, through which she could see the trees in the gardens.
She answered slowly: “Might it not be that she, who should be a loving wife, seemed an instructress because her husband saw her, not through his usually shrewd eyes, but through those of her enemies?”
“By God, Kate,” said the King with a wry smile, “there may be some truth in those words of thine.”
“I would hear news of Your Grace’s health,” she said.
“By St. Mary, I suffer such agony, Kate, that there are times when I think I know the pains of hell.”
“Your Majesty needs those who love you, and whose joy it is to attend you, to be at your side by day and night.”
She closed her eyes as she spoke, and she thought: I believe I am saving my life. I believe the ax is not turned toward me now. It will be there, near me…as long as this man lives, but the blade is now turning slowly from me. And I do this for Thomas… for the hope that is in the future.
She wondered ruefully what the King would do if he could read her thoughts; but there was no need to conjecture; she knew. She would be judged guilty—so guilty that neither clever words nor deft fingers would be able to save her.
The King was saying pathetically: “There’s none that can dress my wounds as thou canst, Kate.”
“Your Grace honors me by remembering that.”
“I’ faith I did.”
Katharine smiled and lifted her hand which he had released. She smiled at it gratefully. “These are good and capable hands, are they not? They are deft with a bandage. Perhaps there are more beautiful hands. I have often noticed how beautiful are those of my lady of Suffolk.”
Henry looked nonchalant. “Have you, then? I cannot swear that I have marked the lady’s hands.”
“Has Your Grace not done so? I am surprised at that. Methought Your Grace talked often with the lady.”
Henry smiled deprecatingly, and Katharine found that she could be faintly amused at his discomfiture. “Why, bless you, Kate,” he said, “we are overeager to help all in our realm. The lady, being lately widowed, is in need of comfort. We did but wish to make her happy. She misses our friend Brandon, I doubt not.”
“I noticed Your Grace’s kindness to the lady. Methinks it did much to help her forget the so recent loss of her husband.”
“Then our purpose was achieved,” said Henry with familiar unctuousness. He smiled impishly at the Queen. “We need not, therefore, give too much of our time to the lady in the future. Is that what you think?”
Katharine said, with a dignity which was not lost on him, and did not in his present mood displease him: “Your Majesty can be the only judge of how and where he shall give his time.”
Henry chuckled benevolently. “We would please our Queen in this matter. By my faith, we did miss her so much, and we were so concerned for her health, that we thought we must put an end to her melancholy by telling her these things without delay.”
“Ah, Your Majesty must have suffered much.”
“Those fools!” said the King. “My bandages are ever too loose or too tight when thou dost not fix them.”
“There’s none can fix a bandage, Sire, like a loving wife.”
He nodded; but a sternness had crept into his face, and it set her shivering afresh.
His eyes narrowing, he said: “Dost still think I should give license to that translation of the Scriptures?”
Katharine’s heart had begun to beat faster.
The mask of indulgence was removed from the King’s face, and the expression of well-remembered cruelty was exposed. She wanted to live, to fulfill those dreams which she had had before the King had made her aware of his intention to make her his sixth wife.
She folded her hands across her breasts and lowered her eyes demurely. “My lord King, ’tis not the task of a woman to discuss such matters. Her place is on the footstool at her husband’s feet. I would refer this, and all other matters, to the wisdom of Your Majesty.”
The King was not to be easily put off. He was watching her shrewdly. “Not so, by St. Mary! You are become a doctor to instruct us, Kate, as we take it, and not to be instructed or directed by us.”
“Nay,” said Katharine. “You have mistaken my intentions. I know there have been times when I have been led into discourse with Your Majesty, but such was to pass the time, for well I know the pain that besets your royal body. I took an opposite view but to entertain, for, had I shown immediate agreement, then would the discourse have ended ere it had begun, and Your Majesty would have had no amusement from our talk. My one thought has been to entertain Your Grace, to do my small part in taking your mind, when possible, from your grievous pains and burdens of state. Only for such a purpose would I venture such views—not to contradict my most gracious lord, but to divert him.”
Fearfully she threw a glance in his direction. He was stroking his beard and smiling. He was pleased with her answer.
She went on: “It was true that I did hope that, by hearing Your Majesty’s most learned discourse, I might perchance receive some profit.”
The King was laughing.
“And is it even so?” he said. “Then we are perfect friends again, sweetheart.”
He sat there, smiling at her. She had pleased him. He was her friend now; and the friendly smile was soon giving place to the lecher’s leer.
“Get up from your bed and come and kiss me, Kate,” he commanded.
As she rose, she thought: I am safe for a while. The danger is past… for a time. Now the pattern will be formed again—starting from the beginning. Will it have the same ending?
He caught her and pulled her on to his knees. She closed her eyes as she felt his mouth on hers. His lips were no longer tight and prim, but slack and eager.
This, she thought, is the price of postponement.
NEXT MORNING HE sent for her to sit with him in the walled garden.
He was much better, and able to hobble with the aid of a stick.
She came, her sister and Lady Jane Grey in attendance; but he dismissed those two with a wave of his stick.
“Good morrow to you, Kate. Come sit beside me. There’s tonic in this morning air. There, there, you may come close. Don’t feign to be a modest virgin… for I know better, Kate, eh? I know better.”
He was in good spirits.
“The pain’s relieved a little. A good nurse and a good bedfellow. Well, who could do better than that? That’s good enough for a King, eh, Kate?”
He pinched her cheek.
“It is indeed gratifying to see Your Majesty in such good spirits.”
“Oh, Kate, I fear I am a sad old bear when the pains are with me. What say you?” He drew back to watch her face, and it was as though he dared her to agree with him.
“Nay,” she said; “there was never a man more patient.”
“Ah, Kate, for one who has ever been sprightly, ever active, a leader in the jousts and tourneys, it is hard to stand by and see other men excel.”
“Your Grace’s skill is well remembered and will, I dare swear, never be forgot.”
“There was not a man who could tilt against me and be the victor,” said Henry sadly. “Ah well, I am skilled in other matters, am I not, sweetheart?”
“I know it well.”
“You know it well, eh, little pig? And it pleases you! It is well that we are blessed with a faithful and obedient wife. We shall never seek to change her, Kate, while she is thus.”
“Her desire,” said Katharine, “is to please her lord in all things.”
“If she would but give me a son, I should have naught to complain of.” He sighed.
“Ah, my lord, those matters are with God.”
That had been a mistake, for his eyes had narrowed at once. But there must always be such mistakes. It was not possible always to avoid words which could conjure up pictures in his mind, pictures which it was unwise for him to see.
“I cannot understand why God should deny me a son,” he said; there was the faintest criticism in his voice, for the emphasized word was significant. He would never deny me a son, those words implied; although He denies you one.
But he was too pleased with her on this bright morning to dwell on that dismal subject; he would shelve it for a more appropriate time.
“I like to hear you say you are an obedient wife, Kate,” he said. “Forget it not.”
“Nay, my lord,” said Katharine with great earnestness. “I’ll not forget. If I live to be a hundred, I’ll not forget.”
“A hundred!” cried Henry boisterously. “Why, bless you, Kate, thou art many a long year from that great age. And, by my faith, I swear you look younger than you did the day I made you my Queen.”
He turned to her and kissed her; he fondled her throat and let his hands stray to her breasts and thighs.
